goldenboy

Kiddo, how do I forget you? Every time I hear a love song, pain stirs up… so unbearable. I gave my heart away to 3 people in my life, however to none I gave my heart so completely as I gave to you. You are etched on my heart so deep that at times I feel I will have to put an end to my life to be able to forget you… however is there freedom on the other side of death?

I go through the day, muting a part of myself, so that my heart would stop bleeding and I could attend to the chores of daily life. But you exist as a part of me within, and how-much-so-ever I try to deny this, my heart pines for you and shrieks for attention. How can I keep ignoring it any longer?

Why can’t I forget you? Why can’t I erase you from my mind and heart and my life? What have you done to me?

Please free me. Please let me go. Please let me live..

(photograph: www.saudek.com)