“A Love Affair with Death”
A recent date, a passionate night, and the flame of romantic passion engulfs this heart.
I wonder if I would be doing injustice to the guy I met before.
However my soul sings to me of it’s longings for a relationship that has the wetness of desire, the fire of passion, the magic of romance, the andrelin that gushes through your mind and body washing away all fears and leaving you totally naked like an open wound… yet with complete trust basking in the feeling of love…
Yes, I want to let myself fall in love again… I am eager to embrace life without the hiccups of conventions and conditioning… I want to explore.
The guy who stirs passion in my heart is a person who has his own free views – as dark as the Nazi and as enchanting as the Star War characters. A common friend described him as the Devil who lurks in the form of a handsome human being.
For a person like me who had a recent love affair with death, a fling with the Devil appears to me as tempting as dark chocolate. Accepting him as he is, and knowing him to love him as he is… without trying to change
Something to learn about myself
Fantasy you may say – but isn’t that what the stuff called desire is made of?
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After a fortnight outside Mumbai am happy to be back home. I shuffle the Tarot cards, a newfound passion. And the Death card appears.
Looking for explanation from the reference book provides me details of what the card predicts for me.
The card speaks to me of sweeping changes in life, inexorable forces that will take over … I wait, open and accepting.
