Saturday, October 17, 2009

Maharashtra Elections: Go away Congress!!

(Originally published at Desicritics.org on October 13, 2009. Please visit http://desicritics.org/2009/10/13/080030.php to read more than 50 comments to this article and to contribute your own)

Today, for the first time in 32 years of my life, I cast my ballot! And who could have thought that my first ever ballot would go in favour of the Saffron Forces!

Throughout my life I have raised my voice against these two parties for their religious fanaticism and the disgrace they have brought to the country through the Mumbai & Gujarat Riots!

Yet today I had no option but to vote for the BJP-Shiv sena alliance!

Even as I pressed the blue button next to the symbol of the lotus flower, I felt a surge of power within me, a power that comes when you have a gun for vengeance in your hand, a power that I felt we as a people had lost post-26/11… and I enjoyed every bit of it.

It seemed like the gods in Vidhan Sabha and Rajya Sabha watched over me with disdain on their faces as I slapped their shameless faces with the push of a button!

It was my turn today to lash out at them post-26/11: My time to wield power and let them know how vulnerable one can feel when one is at somebody else’s mercy for their very existence. I wanted to let them know how it feels when people who put their trust in you let you down!

The Congress has lost my goodwill at the State level! And no amount of “Pseudo-Secularism” card it plays, it will have no sympathy from people like me on the issue of 26/11.

And even though I had to fight with my Boss yesterday for a leave on Election Day (despite all the Government Circulars that had been printed in newspapers asking for offices to remain closed for the convenience of employees to cast their ballot!); against all odds I went to vote!

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I just HAD TO vote this time!

26/11 changed my life! 10 Terrorists from across the border took a joy-ride into this city by sea, in a ferry boat, to hold an entire City and Country hostage for 4 unholy days!

In broad daylight they easily managed to open fire at hundreds of peaceful people – men, women, children and the old! They massacred an Israeli couple in their own house, and held numerous people as hostages at two grand hotels in the city!

The shameful lapse in Security on the part of the Indian Government was so huge that men in uniform had to lay down their lives fighting enemies within the border! This, even as men-in-white in Power in Delhi and Mumbai, roamed around with Z security in their bullet-proof cars!

Never before had the city known such a ghastly and open attack on its soil! The common man had finally caught the Congress Government (both at National and State Level) sleeping!

If we were living in the Age of the Samurais, these people in Government should have committed suicide for failing to provide security to the common man, who is actually their master and not vice-versa!

Instead the Indian Home Minister rubbed salt to fresh wounds of this city, wounds that had still not stopped bleeding, let alone heal. He changed his attire for the media every morning and evening like a Celebrity but couldn’t change the same old clichéd statement he had come out with after every previous Terrorist attack elsewhere!

And then our glamour-boy, the Chief Minister Vilas Rao Deshmukh decided to stroll through one of the Hotels at the end of the Attack with his actor son and a director! Gosh! All so glamour-ish, it was, right in front of the eyes of the common man who sat traumatised in front of the television sets watching them!

So highly drunk on power was the Congress high-command that it asked these foot-soldiers to resign, instead of the entire party resigning at the State Level itself! They failed to recognise that their Government had absolutely failed to provide the least of security to the common man and it had no right or business whatsoever to continue after the shameful debacle!

Instead, as the Candle-light vigil died down, and the citizenry had to go back to their normal work for bread and butter, the Congress Government decided to take a complete U-turn on the promise that it had given to the Indian people that of not resuming any talks with Pakistan unless the bigshots in the Pakistani establishment responsible for the Mumbai Terror Attack were bought to book! The Congress Government decided to show mercy to Pakistan at Sharm-el-Sheikh (kitni sharm ki baat, ofcourse!) only to meet a disgruntled Opposition in the Parliament and a popular public disapproval back home!

I had to vote this time! I had to vote the Congress out of power in Maharashtra, to put my part of the nail in its coffin at the State level, even though they have been a huge support for the Gay rights struggle in India (amendment of article 377, which this gay guy is thankful for). However, post 26/11; my Patriotism for my country comes before my Sexuality in the list of Priority.

It is not an issue for this Mumbaikar whether Ajmal Kasab is hanged or not! I look at him as an adolescent foot-soldier, who now captive deserves our mercy! But for people who failed to protect us, and exposed us to 26/11 – Go Congress Go!!!

Yet even as I write this article, majority of the so-called modern people of Mumbai may still vote for the Congress as it views the Saffron forces with suspicion, and the Congress may come back to power.

10 terrorists came by Boat. 288 Terrorists may soon come by VOTE. Beware!

And for Mumbaikars who burnt candles at the Gateway of India but did not vote today, the word for today is:

Idiot: n. A foolish, ignorant or stupid person (from Greek meaning private and ignorant, a person not entitled to vote)

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Monday, October 12, 2009

The Song of the Infidel

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A few weeks ago I had the fortune of sleeping with a guy who could best be described as Adonis!

Fair-skinned, soft tresses that gently fell on his forehead, a cheerful disposition, and a quietness that permeated his very being, he made any person who came into his proximity feel tranquil!

Even in the heat of our unbridled passion, as we gave ourselves away completely to the heat of our youth and the lust we felt for each other’s body and form, I kept admiring the beautiful innocence that the gods in heaven had graced him with.

Yet in this earthly ritual, even as I travelled through the contours of his luscious body, my gaze would come back again and again to his eyes … looking for divine refuge, searching for the very essence of Beauty there, only to be hugely disappointed!

What was missing? In this perfect union of two heavenly bodies, why did I keep feeling a void in my heart that was painfully insatiated?

When the heat calmed down with the heartbeats and the world around made its foray into our consciousness; even as we lay spent on the bed I wondered what had left me discontented after a perfectly divine love-making experience. What goodness was missing there in his perfectly poetic face that I searched for in vain?

Ever so often, after that eventful night, we have crossed each other’s paths as perfect strangers, exchanging glances of formal greetings only to hasten to a busy day ahead!

Yet every time I meet him, I search for that one thing in his eyes which I finally know is missing, an ingredient which if I had found in his eyes could by its mere existence given me the reason to abandon this life on earth in the faith that I have fully lived!

It is only now that I know his eyes lack the other essential half to complement God’s perfection expressed in his beauty- the essential ingredient of love. If I could find the beauty and love together in his eyes even for a night, I would have found a glimpse of God Himself!

Holy sweet love, how you keep your distance from a pilgrim who seeks you in the most perfect of places!

Ya Khuda! Have you stopped placing souls in objects which you decorate with your light?

Where will I find the noor of your beauty coupled with the grace of your bountiful love?

So said, your pilgrim continues his journey on the Path to reach you! Forgive me my Complaint, but the Separation is turning unbearable. I need the balm of thy succour in this scourge of a desert, even as I worship your noor in objects you have blessed your beauty with!

Please provide me with the perseverance that alone can keep a dervish on His difficult Path, the lack of which would drive him insane!

Don’t keep Yourself away for too long!

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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

The Sufi is learning Yoga

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Hi Guyz,
I have been busy with my new job and my Yoga class.

There is a lot of theory on Yoga being discussed! I am researching on Indian Philosophy (Nyaya, Charakha, Vedanta, Samkhya, Kashmiri Shaivism, Jaina, Buddhist) and also Non Indic (western philosophy)

Practice of the Yoga asanas is making my body more supple and flexible.

Was down yesterday with fever. Perhaps the hectic activity all of a sudden was too much for my body to bear.

M fine now. The more i am learning about yoga technique, the more i feel closer to the sufi technique of self-realization.

God (khuda), pain (dard), love (mohabbat), separation (judai): everything fits so well.

Will write soon here…

Golden Boy

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